I had no idea that I had lost so much of myself in the constraints and confines of my marriage. Discovering another side of myself, the side that could be be married, meant giving up a part of myslef that I have missed so much. The part of me that felt creative and idealistic and free and excitable and open to what is available to us. To find that part of me again and learn that there is even more within me than I had left behind is so exhilirating and helps me to feel closer to my younger self.
My journey to Alcala has afforded me the luxury of reflection in the most beautiful of settings. If only I could travel the globe and dream endlessly, concluding very little but in complete synchronisation with the idea that the journey is of equal importance to arriving at the destination.
One conclusion that I have made though, is that to truly feel the sensation of completeness with life, there needs to be three things preceding each day before we get up - spontaneity, synchronicity and appreciation. Approaching the day with this in mind, seems to me to bring about the most amazing rewards.
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